The ability to heal myself came in the form of a heartbreak in college. It wasn't my first, nor was it my last heartbreak, but what hurt the most about this heartbreak was that it was a humiliating heartbreak. You know, the one when everyone knows but you kind of heartbreak. The one where you're competing with someone that doesn't even match your beautifulness. No, not because they are ugly or anything, but because they are so beautiful also that there shouldn't be competitio